this is my first video on instagram. my new website even. it's rough out here i'm very new to all of this despite having like 2 other websites over the course of 2 years... but i miss having a blog i miss having a website and i hate social media!!! rawrrrrr. i want to have a few things on here and i want to keep it simple so im more interested in updating it on the reg.. and i want to work on solidifying my css skilsl even more than i have in the past. bedcause i tend to be really shitty at it lol... whoops!!!

you'll see me go thru so many fucking iterations for this im kind of insane in a real way.. every day i get more frustrated with the way the internet functions and with social media and i'm really trying to allow myself a place to actually just post and not care too much. i like the sound of my own voice, what can i say... and i dont know . i have a big passion for blogging even if i find it hard to keep up with it and having a journal to talk about myself is appealing and wonderous to my neurodivergent ass :3

thank u for checking my site out even tho its very new!! yayyy!